A poem is never the whole story;
It is an invitation to witness
the wound as it heals,
the heart between beats,
the body growing into itself,
and the spirit as it makes a home on the page.
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Thank You Earth
Earth is alive
in her crown
of flowers
and there is power
in the root
down deep
Sacred mother,
divine feminine
rises again
in vivid color
Barefoot soul,
the soil
touching
a lifeline,
the divine
spark
Thank you Earth
for the light,
for the dark,
for holding this body
in your sunlit arms,
for brilliant petals—
the ruby and emerald
shades of your love
Whether we see it
or not,
whether we feel it
or not,
you are always
there for us
Thank you Earth
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Expansion
Open your heart.
It needs to breathe
to believe
in miracles.
Open your mind.
It needs space
to grace
new dimensions.
Open your eyes.
They need light
for sight
beyond your horizon.
Open your box.
It’s time for locks
to tumble.
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Growing Pain
I grow
as the earth did once,
from cosmic dust.
I feel her turning
moods — the joy, the hurt,
the journey
that words can’t say;
The growing pain
as I push the boundaries
and allow the lessons
she teaches me:
How to breathe like the tide,
never worrying about the next time
I touch the shoreline
because
I will.
To see like the eagle,
spreading the sky
with my wings
because
I can.
And love — it is there
because
it is there.
It is
a ray of sun
through the trees
at the nexus
of spirit and body.
It is
a wandering map,
a lost compass,
a metronome keeping time
in a box
where, for a brief moment,
the soul resides.
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Music
is how time holds you
in its arms
like velvet.
It is how the heart reaches you
in space,
in this moment.
It unsticks the soul—
gives it freedom
to stretch,
to expresses
every rise and fall
in your chest;
what makes you weep
with joy or with sorrow
or both.
It is a voice
for the voiceless,
a dream
for the dreamless,
a lighthouse
for the lost.
And for all of us,
a warmth
and a comfort
for the long, long road.
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Clock
I live where the minute hand
meets the second hand, between ticks
I’ve found breath—a way to keep
what must be kept, forget
what is swept away, and measure
the rest.
I wonder if it will unwind—
our hair’s breadth
on the tapestry.
I wonder if we can measure a clock
by a clock itself or perhaps if only
in the absence of a clock
do we really know it.
The rhythms feel new
but familiar. I sense
what is coming but I can’t say
for certain if the space I cover
is space I’ve never been,
or if what feels new is really
a different fold
in the same old fabric.
I’ve been here before—
this bed, this house, this neighborhood.
I’ve been here before, perched
between worlds, a wristwatch
to my ear,
counting.
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Midnight, Full Moon
I tiptoe to the roof
to be temporarily away
from the droning day-to-day.
Alone, one can easily slip
out the back door
without being missed.
Alone, one can easily spend
a lifetime in orbit
around a dream
that unravels to the night
like angel hair
to hold you,
to trap you
in golden threads.
You can beat your wings
against a celestial web,
but you’ll never take flight.
There, above my neighborhood,
like a wounded bird
I cursed the sky into which I could not soar.
I envied the sea —
the tide’s persistent pull
and how the shore never wants
for the current’s kiss,
would always feel its return,
would never hold footprints
for too long.
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Moonrise
Silver spring night:
The river of life
descending
like a sunset
on the violet horizon
where crystal clouds of rose
catch the shooting stars
and return them to heaven
before they touch the ground.
Sometimes it’s sad
to be earthbound
where fear carries my body
from shore to shore,
day to day,
street to street
where the red light
stops me.
So I turn
to the path less worn,
heaviness in my step—
burden to burden
to burden and then
Moonrise.
Full and sweet
and close enough
to touch.
Tonight she is nearer
than she ever was;
as if she is leaning in
to kiss a lost love,
as if she is pulling the stars
with her
and I could reach out
and catch a wish
in my palm.
Full moon
in Virgo, healer
of the physical body,
purifier of mind,
where my spirit
rises. And it is like
a gift from God
to witness
her fullness
and everlasting youth;
more beautiful
for every crater
that scars her.
She helps us remember
the mother
is also the child.
I am stopped
in my tracks
by a smile:
A silver stretch
of ancient skin
to light the path
of darkness.
And for a moment
of transcendence
I am no longer
my body—I am
that angel of the night;
an ancient white whisper
of heavenly silver
ascending.
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Output of Loneliness
I forget to breathe.
I forget the sun is rising.
The space between my heartbeats
is filling everything
until the wound is so wide
I’m forced to fall inside
its tenderness.
This is the artist’s way.
Our tools are crafted from pain.
Our blood is paint, our soul
stretched on the canvas.
It’s madness to understand this
but there’s no other escape
from the obsessive, persistent urge
to create, create, create!
I must make love to the page,
undress my heart in two dimensions,
build myself from the ashes
of what defines me.
This is the job of the artist—
to chase the muse,
forget the rest.
This is the pain of the artist—
it is always an output
of loneliness.
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Morning Dove
I wake in lonely light
as the morning is veiling
our sorrows in song
She comes to my window
and there is less loneliness
in music and in company,
even of birds
Even of trees as their highest boughs
receive the song and lift it
higher, away
And I feel it too, the desire
to go
away
I feel it too, the softest
coo
not unlike
something
I’d sing
because sorrow
doesn’t burn
out
just because
the sun
is rising
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Singularity
There was a time
when we
were one.
The sky,
the moon,
the sun
was only
energy.
No body
to hold
anything
because everything
was everything
when we
were so deliciously
together.
Do you remember
how we savored
the moment
because
there was only
one.
Forever,
compressed
so closely
to the center
until we were
the center.
Over
and over
we became
the cosmos
and the stars.
Do you remember.
The heart
that beat there
was ours.
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Reflection
I’ve heard of love
pure
as evening snow—
when the crystals
stay in tact below
the moon’s pale glow—
untouched
but for the softest
whisper:
a sparkle only known
by some
and I’ve seen
the ones
who see it—
a reflection
is how
I’ve seen it—
a whisper
in their full moon eyes:
something behind
the iris shines,
like a million suns
reflecting from
a secret temple:
a whisper
so powerful
only the soul
can hear—
in the center
of our circle
and outside
of fear
there is
the life-giver
spinning
the wheel,
making the stars
real
and burning
This
is the source
of its turning,
the light
in the light
that nobody
can see
head-on
but for a reflection
embodied
as we are
embodied,
yearning
for more
than a glimpse
of the sun
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Ode to Autumn
Autumn is an invitation
to let go, release, unravel
the brilliant seams
of orange and red
and gold,
to watch them mingle
in the final fertile kiss
of another bygone summer.
Autumn is an invitation
to let loose
our tethered hearts,
to be
unburdened
of the expectation
that summer days
should last forever,
that any days
should be this or that
To take a quiet breath
and give it back,
preparing for the sacred days
of winter, snow-capped
crystal quiet
Can you hear it?
Mother earth
speaks
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Ascension
Ascension
happens
from the ground
up.
Your feet
must be firm
on the earth
because
it was her
who held you
first.
It is her
who pushes
your ground
skyward.
It is her
who builds
the mountain
you climb.
It is her
who raises
your arms
to the sky,
lifts
your heart
to the air
above it.
It is her
who gives you
the strength
to fly
as you train
your gaze
to that diamond
summit.
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Satori
The mind
without
ripples
No thoughts,
no stones
sunk in the sea
making
the surface
wavy;
Satori,
a moment
of presence
when you see
the light
reflecting
cleanly
from your own
ocean, your own
pure heart
© Jacqueline Ann


About Jacqueline Ann
I am a Brooklyn, New York native with a passion for creative expression and personal development. Writing is the primary medium through which I explore these areas. While attending Hunter College, I won several writing competitions sponsored by the City University of New York (CUNY), and graduated magna cum laude with degrees in English language arts and psychology. I experience personal and spiritual fulfillment by engaging deeply with the creative process as a poet, and I hope my work inspires others to explore their own inner wellspring of creativity and to achieve greater levels of personal enlightenment in their own lives. In addition to writing, I also enjoy photography, painting, and drawing as well as regularly engaging in integrative well-being practices such as mindfulness meditation and yoga.

